Life

is unpredictable

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All ABOUT ME.
Me? HAHA! Jus a simple and normal guy called Bryan. Life is jus unpredictable. To me, every second, every minute, every hour, everyday are realy important to me. I do not know when my journey will end but I hope I could keep all my memories in this blog.

Black Friday? Dun really believe at all, but today i tend to believe it. A lot of things happen...

Woke up this morning, I sat on the sofa thinking. Had a strong feeling that you will recevied the cookies today.What if you really recevied? I guess it wun mail to your house, the letter should have gone.

On the way to school, tears keep wanted to drop down. I keep holding it. I don't know what answer you will give me even though i know it will be the same. I am seriously suck. How many times had I rejected you. How many time had I make you tired of everything. How many time had I make you hurt. What so difficult for me? I don't know. I always afraid stepping forward to you.

When heard you said you don't want me, you don't want call or sms me. Miserable. First time ever felt this. Tonight will be the last we will be sms or calling.Tmr onwards, we had to live our own life. I don't know tmr will be what day to me. Is hard for me to forget u and stop thinking of you.

"Will you be okay? Will you able to sleep well and eat well? Will you take care yourself?"

Was shock when I heard u recevied the cookies. I don't know is a good news or bad news I am glad to heard that. At least my effort, my heart for making the cookies did not went down. Yet, Why has it to be today? Why did you recevied Today? And not yesterday?

I went to your block. I don't know why I went there. I walk around your block and your block aread. Looking around and those void deck. Thinking of time you siting there to study for your exams while u smsing me. I sit there very long until knowing you are at your block. What should I do? Meet u? Run away? Hide? My heart keep beat, never ever felt so scared of. I am a jerk right? So close yet so far. Just a step and we could just.... I am sorry for a sudden coming down to your block. Yeah. I am wrong for coming down without seeing you. But I manage to see your back when i was in the taxi. I cried seeing you turning ur head left and right finding for me. You sure have hate me. HATE ME TTM

I Miss You Badly...
I really love you. Hen ai hen ai zhe ni