Life

is unpredictable

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All ABOUT ME.
Me? HAHA! Jus a simple and normal guy called Bryan. Life is jus unpredictable. To me, every second, every minute, every hour, everyday are realy important to me. I do not know when my journey will end but I hope I could keep all my memories in this blog.

Ytd, I dunno whats going on with me and it just happened.

You told me you are alone outside.

I worried. You are alone.
I worried. For your safety.
I worried. Will you get cold.
I worried. Have you reach home sound and safe.

But why do I have to worry so much? Since you have him with you.

I do not why I am feeling like this. I hate to have this feeling. Is it because I love you too much that jealous? Or is it because I knew I cant do this to you?

I found myself so contradict. I wanted you to love someone if you can. But somehow I could not allow. I felt so pain. But I realise if those pain I had, could let you have happiness. I will learn to numb those pain.

That night, my mind went up and down. Think here and there. I felt my heart so pain. I felt my eyes wet. Lying on my bed, I tossed left and right. I sit up. I still cant get back to myself. Intend to go to fridge, took a cans of it and just drunk myself. But I told myself, I cant. I promised you not to touch. I held on till you msg me. Found out you have reach home. Wanted to ignore your msg but I could not. I could not bring myself to do that.

Bryan. I know you have a hard time. I know how you feel. Trust me hao ma, no matter how you are, what you can give me now or in future it doest matter. Love is giving unconditionally without anything in return. Since I 've fallen for you, I 'll love you with eternity. I just need you in my life. Wo zhen de ai shang ni le. Jiu shi ai ni ai zhe ni. Wo men de tong hua gu shi will come true. Ting always love bryan with all her heart.

Your msg bring Bryan back.