Life

is unpredictable

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All ABOUT ME.
Me? HAHA! Jus a simple and normal guy called Bryan. Life is jus unpredictable. To me, every second, every minute, every hour, everyday are realy important to me. I do not know when my journey will end but I hope I could keep all my memories in this blog.

Tonight the time seem to be pass slow. I wondered why. I realised because you are not beside me. Wanted to reply you. But I hesitate. Thinking back of the words we just said. My heart sank.

Maybe you do not want to talk to me. Maybe there are other guys to talk to. Maybe you don't look forward to see my name coming in to your phone.

But I felt so empty. So miss u. I really want to talk to you. I force myself to read a book. Listen to music. Hope I can focus on other stuff. But not a while. I think of you. My heart ache. Tears seem to drop anytime. I lie down and look up the ceiling. Thinking. " What are you doing?" It been an hour plus I never give u a reply. " Are you looking your phone checking have I message you? Are you missing me? Or none of the above."

I read back those messages that you sent to me. So miss. So miss. Sigh.

I fly so high but my wings disappeared and I just drop down.

" Bryan. Why are you always think of yourself? Thinking that you are only one shang xin. How about Ting? Have you ever stand in her shoes and think? Do you even figure out why she react this to you? Do you know what have you did to her? Yes. You hurt her. What she want for, you can't give to her. She had stared to get used to it. No matter how Ting give in to you. You always hurt her. Not once. Not twice. You know yourself clearly what she want for. You deserve what you are having now. You deserve what Ting is treating to you now. You are sad. So do Ting is. You are always selfish. You can't blame her or anyone. Blame yourself. "

If I don't contact you first,
I'm afraid of missing you.
If my love for you gets any deeper,
it will only result in getting hurt.
It's true that my fear are filling my mind.

Praying with all my heart...
The person I'm yearning for...
I believe that person is you.

I'm in love.
I'll fall in love
Never feel any more fear,
as long as I'm with you.

I thought,
I'm never gonna fall in love.
But, I'm in love.
cause I wana love you, baby.

You're the only thing on my mind all day.
I can be your good lover.
Wana be your four-leaf clover.

Please, you 've gotta believe me.
Make you never gonna leave me.
I won't be supicious. I'll trust you.

The world is so beautiful.
You are so beautiful.

Those are some part of lyrics from a song. But it so meaningful and I wana to tell you.
Please don't feel I dw you. Please don't feel afraid.
I will always by your side.
I Love You.